Return to question "Who Am I?"

It's been a year since i made a decision to go inside a new world. New world which i did have a enough education about. That was a professional world, which we payed for every minutes we spend to do 1 2 3 4 5 back to 1 2 3 4 5 things and so on. worse, everyday!!.

Seems like i'm blaming my work become a cold blood murderer for my great expectation of life. But it's true, i can't pretend to say i enjoy my work, but i did still standing so tough in this company. Why? Why i can't make a decision about it. Why don't just moved and find another job?

In the circumstance along my personality development i always got in fight to push all my ability,intelligence, creativity to get my goals. yes, that's why i can't have any braveness to moved out from my company know, 'till someday i i did and i got my appetite to give all my ability to this company.

I have to break and jump higher over my limitation of boringness with this company! Even still don't know how yet, but i did hope to do it.
Looks like a stupid bachelor with a great dream and vision for the future to take a 1.8 million rupiah for her 1st salary and can't do nothing within.
Yes i'm looking for material, thats the another reason to moved. But, please God, let me feel my desire to success again.

For a days, sitting and close my eyes to run for it. again again and again. My spirit chart was fall apart, and i can't afford my self to let questioning WHO AM I ?.

In the last paragraph of my fav journalist's journal tittled "Who am I?" She wrote
"But comes a time when, by chance or accident, you find yourself standing at the brink uf an abyss and you're confronted with that question, once asked, you can't run away from. "Who am i?" -three little words that turn your world upside down and upsetting all the belief system taht you have held on to all this time, as if it were part of your self and your identity.
And your life never be the same until you set yourself on the path of finding the answer. "

Now i do wish for God to hasten that "chance or accident", please ......

-Time fly by as my spirit to get better and become social entrepreneur fly high to find its way-